much as of late

An adventure is only an inconvenience rightly considered. An inconvenience is an adventure wrongly considered. _GK Chesterton

My my, what a hindrance my mindset poses to my hands at work. I long to be satisfied not by my work but why I work. i get the equation mixed up daily and wonder why futility lurks around the next corner. contempt lay and wait to pounce, forgetting that I laid the trap. I walk blindly into troubled waters only to find I am stirring the ocean that my own soul drowns in.

you rescue still.